Okay I was dating this guy for almost a year and a half,and he had kept this huuuuggge secret from me:he smokes pot takes anti-depresants and pops pills.  the ant-depresants he needs ,but popping pills is totally diffrent!The pot thing is ok cuz I do it sometimes but he also comes to school drunk,staples himself,sticks staples through his lip,nose and hands!I love him to death but him doing this to himself and not to include his brother hung himself yesterday,and his mom and dad died in a car accident then his grandma died in her sleep two weeks or so ago.So I have to deal with it all and I couldn't take it anymore so,I know this is messed up but I broke up with him and I love him still but I know he wont take me back so what should I do?